this is so sad Got from anothers Xanga:

A girl and a guy were on a motorcycle speeding over a hundred miles an hour:
GIRL: slow down im scared
GUY: no this is fun
GIRL: no its not. please, its too scary!!
GUY: then tell me you love me
GIRL: fine, i love you. slow down!!
GUY: now give me a BIG hug
::girl hugs him::
GUY: can u take off my helmet and put it on youself? its bugging me

(in the paper the next day):     a motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake falure. 2 people were on it but only one survived.

the truth is ... halfway down the road the guy realized that his brakes broke but he didnt want to let the girl know. instead he had her say that she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant he would die.
                          if someone in your life means this much to you.. then please repost this...

 Name: Jen

+ Birthday:  7-3-1986

LAST PERSON WHOâ?¦
. Slept in your bed:  Dave.

 Saw you cry: Dave
. Spent the night at your house: Dave
. You shared a drink with: Dave

. You went to the movies with: Dave, and krista

. You went to the mall with: Mom
. Yelled at you:.mom
. Sent you an e-mail: professor thomas grr
. Said they were going to kill you: cant remember

HAVE YOU EVER..
+ Said "I love you" and meant it?  yes

+ Been to New York? yes

+ Been to Florida? yes
+ California? yes
+ Hawaii? no

+ Mexico? no

+ China? nope
+ Canada? no

+ Danced naked? no

+ Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? yea

+ Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? yep

+ Wish you were the opposite sex? sometimes

+ Had an imaginary friend? no

THIS OR THAT
. Red or blue? i like both 
. Spring or fall? spring
. Math or English? math

RANDOM
+ What was the last food you ate? hmm pancakes

+ Last movie you saw? transformers
+ Things you like in a girl/guy: heart

+ Do you have a crush on someone? yup

+ Do they know?yup

+What is his name? im not tellin...... heres a hint _a_e
+ What's on your mouse pad? donthave one
+ Worst feeling in the world? lonlyness

+ Future daughter's name: dont kno
+ Future son`s name: dont kno

If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?

+ Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? yes

+ Favorite sport to watch? hmmm gymnastics and hockey
+Hair Color: blonde

+Eye Color: blue

Height: 5'1

Current Age: 18

Siblings: 0

Siblings Age:
Location: Pennsylvania
Any Piercings: ears and bellybutton

Best Friends: dave, krista, maddi, stacey
Do You Like Being Around People: sometimes.
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: no

Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no

.+ Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: i got what i want

+ Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no

FAVORITE
. Room In house: hmm i guess my room

. Song: i like alot of songs
. Day Of The Week: saturday

. Color: black blue red

. Perfume Or Cologne:

. Flower: ?

. Month: one that is warm and yea
.Season: summer

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
Cried: i cry all the time
Bought Something: yes
Sang: if u call it singing

Missed Someone: yes
Hugged Someone: dave,maddi, kristen
Kissed Someone: yup

Dreamed about someone you CANT be with? no

I have the best boyfriend ever.....he drove all the way from West Chester on Tuesday night just to see me for an hour and a half and then drove all the way back again.  On Wednesday me, him, stacey, and frank all met up at the King of Prussia Mall that was a lot of fun.  the worst day of this break was Thursday because I didnt see Dave at all that day. i spent the day at my aunts house playing video games which wasnt to bad.  Friday was the best Dave came over again and Krista came over so we watched a Sharks Tale, that movie is so cute but not as cute as the person sitting to the left me.. hehe then we went to the Q-mart lol and then to some other stores.  Since he left all i have been doing is thinking about him and missing him.  I have never missed anyone this much before.. well i just cant waite to get back to KU so i can see him again

I have never loved anyone this much...I LOVE YOU STRAWBERRY

All i am doing is sitting here thinking about Dave and worrying so much. I dont think i have ever worried about anyone before well at least not this much.  while he is getting obliterated(i really dont care if i spelled that wrong) im here worrying my ass off and waiting for him to call. Now everytime i hear a siren im goin to freak out and think its him. It sucks so much cause i cant even be there to keep an eye on him and take care of him and that really pisses me off. that is all i want to do and i cant cause of fucking Lehigh witch should burn or just get hit my an asteroid or plane or somthing.  Dave is the sweetest guy ever and he has always taken care of me when i was sick and now i cant even take care of him or even look at him.  All i want to do is be there to make sure he is safe and hold him and kiss him. I miss him so much and i love him even more. So now im just going to sit here waite for his call and miss him like crazy and worry even more, even if nothing happens i am still going to worry.  grrr im such a dork and this entry probly makes no sence but i dont care.

I love you Strawberry and i miss you. all im goin to be doing is thinking about you